i must say, i'm so fucking tired larhhz. it's been a long time since i last online. going 2weeks i think. hahax. had an off day at home machiam no off day derhhz. still very tired. haix. and i cut my hair short, again. i'm utterly disappointed in my new hair cut as it's not up to my standard.
slogging my life out aint doing me any good. my immune system has been quite bad lately. juz one micro bacteria will cause me to fall sick. aiks. gotta do something about it. work's been tough yet i can still take it. cos i need the money.
regarding relationship, i'm considering about not getting into another one so soon. it requires a lot of energy and time in it, which i do not have any leftover for it. my only love is westlife, especially shane.
of cos, i've been keeping to my mindset about not wanting to marry. it's such a burden to be married, to be tied down to that certain someone. and yes, you need to go through the process of giving birth and all that, which i find it utterly useless and senseless.
just freaking go to an adoption centre and adopt a cute babe home to look after can already, which i intend to do so. children are all so cute. no need to go through the oh-my-god-it's-so-fucking-pain-please-kill-me labour. and please, ur cb will stretch. zzz. ok that is soooooooo unglam. hahax.
but seriously i'm sticking to that mindset of mine being unmarried and all. unless somebody just drop off from the sky and makes me fall head over heels for him, till then i will not change my mind. xD
a lot has happen. joleen has quitted. cos of da j larhhz. too stress out lerhhz. next is qiaozhen. cos of pat. haix.
why the women working in our company are all so obxinous? held up their attitude too high in the air, later when air pressure drop, they confirm will fall very deep.
i'm considering whether wan to quit or not. cos need to run different outlets, and it's very costly to travel especially to far places like the western part of singapore. and yes i knew that i'm very unwelcomed and disliked by the women working in my company. should be becos they cannot take it as to my straight-forwardness barhhz.
gossiping is in a woman's blood. yet when they decided to spice up the gosp, they din even give a damn about the consequences the victim will face. i noe that they are just plain jealous of my cleverness, my super well functioned brain. hahax.
i'm sure i sound like boasting but hey, i absorb things through learning quite fast. it took me 2weeks to get used to everything, yet the rest required few months to do so. ha. wadeva it is, i noe that no matter wad happen, i still have a bunch of good friends to stand by me, by my side. joleen n qiaozhen also.
no matter wad, i will stand by my decision. mum also agree with me that if i really cannot take it, juz quit. thanks mum.
enough of blogging. opps. haven give qiaozhen my blog add. i'm so gonna be murdered by her. so dun be surprise when u see me in the news headline. hahax.
gal, be more bold. if not u gonna die from heart attack sooner or later by my sudden scream.
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